a new chapter

Rumors travel faster then truth,
then one small lie leads to another.
Broken trust, between a son and a mother,
father and daughter, sister and brother.

Wolves act, like you belong to the pack, until
u fall, make a mistake..then they attack.
But dont blame them, their called to act ..like sheep... so no one can tell,
they are ambassadors, hired assassins blend with nature, but straight from hell.

First a fake smile, then a fake prayer,
"I can do this alone, they dont need to know" - a lie from the Slayer.
Inhale out of fear, exhale with a tear:

into the night, the wet pillow, where no one can lay their eyes on.
Laughing but crying, eating but starving, living! but dying.. its the PYTHON!

"if i say something right now, im as good as dead!"
the soul cries,cause the pythons hug is playing with your head.


Wait. There is a ROCK, a tiny, sharp stone,
cut the snakes skin, dont stop till u feel its bones..
little by little, u will FREE one arm,
but..still not out of the pythons harm..

but your voice will come back,
its your chance to scream.
let people know that,
it aint what it seems..

they thought u were calm cause u were shy and silent.
they thought u were crazy when you were violent
a classic, and obvious rhyme!
but so true in your case this time..

Some hear you, some notice.
You say: "i think you should know this,
im not just laying here, im pretending im allright
this snake has squeezed all  the breath out of me, i can no longer fight.


I was swinging sharp objects and hurt those who cared
ive hurt those who gave me advice, those with who i shared:
my smiles, my lies, my truths and my pain.
nothing will ever be the same."

This time, you no longer push away,
HELP is right here! and its here to stay.
no more "living to die/dying to live"
time to say sorry, face the new chapter..............and to forgive.


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